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01 August 2010 @ 01:56 am
oh, and update my music D: jeez.
Current Location: Bedroom
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
Current Music: Infinite - Come Back Again
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12 May 2010 @ 07:17 pm
Fanfiction: Do you love it or hate it, or are you totally indifferent? Why?

HAHAHA. funny question, now that you mention it.
I am actually a fan of fanfictions. They're really a great way to show a writer's creativity not just by publishing books, but posting them in online communities for everyone to enjoy. The best part is that they don't have to be purchased and the writer has the power in his or her fingertips to manipulate the story line. As for myself, I am fond of fanfictions because... well, they're adorable! I usually read romantic, action, and comedic fanfictions on Soompi.com, and they are just fabulous. Those stories would be almost considered as books, just not published, haha! Oh, and another thing about fanfictions is that they truly fulfill girls' fantasies of what they want as a story. I'm not talking about those "fantasies," but more like, telling a story of what they want to hear. It's hard to find the PERFECT book at bookstores. Looking at statistics such as, views, number of posts & readers shows whether or not that fanfiction is worth reading. (:
Current Location: Kitchen
Current Mood: contentcontent
Current Music: SNSD - Run Devil Run
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19 March 2010 @ 12:47 pm
Hey, guys. Long time no talk (: Been pretty busy, once again and I apologize so many times, but please forgive me! T-T. School has been in the way most of the time and those hard core naps I take too.

I'm currently in my high school's computer lab, working on a powerpoint project for English class. It's a group project, but I don't like my group, so I'm working on it on my own (: I'm so coorperative, right? Anyway, I thought of visiting LJ because I miss it so much, but my break right now is kind of ruined because I'm sitting next to some ogre or some weirdo that seems to be annoying.  -0-

Moving on... I just got out of English class and today in class I was told that I have a valley girl accent from my teacher! JDSLKFJSLDFJ can you believe that?! -0- Yes, I do know that I have a valley girl accent, but can you just not point it out? Seriousy. Actually, to tell you the truth, I have a lot of tones to my voice depending on the person. I guess I use my valley girl aceent whenever I'm working or feeling bitchy. When I hang out with close friends, I use my normal, manyly, & deep voice. HOHOHO ;D. With aquaintances or just everybody else, I use my soft, sophisticated kind of voice rofl. So yeah, there's a lot of exceptions to this, haha. But I feel like such a fake whenever I do this because my voice just happens to remind me of fake bitches & Paris Hilton.

I guess this post if basically a rant. Till then, LJ.

[ PS: I hate annoying weirdos! ]
Current Location: Computer Lab
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
Current Music: So Nyuh Shi Dae - Oh!
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12 January 2010 @ 09:37 pm

It's currently 9:25 pm right now, and I am doing nothing cept my daily interenet doses for the last 3 hours. Winter break has just ended (although I never wanted it to end) and I am back in school! Hooray? ._. and so far, it has not been off to a good start. For one thing, I've been noticing that I've been losing thousands of strands of hair whenever I shower. -0- It's most likely due to stress from AP Biology. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm flabbergasted and lost hope in that class. I want at least a C, but I don't think that's ever going to happen =/. No joke, for the past two weeks, I've been studying and reading my butt off for that freaking C and it's tearing me a part! Deep inside, I am an emotional wreck right now. I just don't know what to do. Everything is falling a part and so disorganize!

I was planning on doing the extra credit for AP Bio too. It was either a photo documentary or DNA model. I chose the model. C'mon now! I'm camera-less and have a bad case of technical problems when it comes to computers, what else am I suppose to choose between. I literallly thought I could make the model, but easier said than done, yo. The legos, it's unbelieveable. You have to find a repetitive form of the legos you use and figure out a way to have all the legos link all together. I swear, it's so confusing and I gave up just half an hour ago. Well, that was a waste of $30+. Oh, and a quick note; this model did not come cheap! If I were to continue, I'd spend nearly $100. With the financial crisis my family is in now, it's definitely a no-no.

I'm sorry, mom & dad. I failed to be the "ideal" daughter you wanted me to be. I'm spoiled, stupid, and definitely hopeless. I'm a complete burden to you and the rest of society.

Current Location: My yellow bedroom
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: 2PM - I Hate You
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09 January 2010 @ 01:07 pm

It finally happened. Oh yes. I'm hooked onto soompi fanfictions. Throughout the rest of 2009, I spent my winter break on the computer for hours and hours reading soompi fanfictions. Who knew they were so addictive? The one that really caught my eye the most was Welcome to the Underworld. HAHAHA, I know. It's the latest fanfiction craze right now. I'm on the last chapter right now, and one more update from the author, and that's the final finish of finding Paris. Do not get me started, I repeat, do not get me started. I absolutely love this fanfiction; the best I've ever read, actually. It's not a mere fanfiction, but it's seems like a life-changing one for me. Maybe it's just a phase, but I really don't want to go to Paris until I find my once in a lifetime love. Oh my gosh, I'm seriously over my head!

"No one ever said finding Paris was going to be easy; they only said it was worth it."

That just brings chills to my spine.

Before I forget, I wanted to wish the LJ-ers and whoever else is reading this, a late Happy New Year! Wow, 8 days late, haha. I just wish everyone accomplishes their new years resolution and pray that 2010 will be an amazing year! (because 2009 was such a crappy ass year). I don't exactly know what to expect, but I just hope I finish my list of things to accomplish. For one thing, a diet. I've been sitting on my lazy butt all break, I need to jog, yo!

However, 2010 wasn't exactly a great start for me. Once I woke up on January 1, 2010, the first person I spoke to pissed the heck out of me. My mother. I saw sneaking a peak of human food to my dogs, and I instantly bursted in a loud voice, telling my mom that she's stupid for endangering the dogs and never listening to me. NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I TELL HER. You wouldn't believe me how long I've lectured her to not do it. But she keeps on ruining the dogs.

Let''s just hope things get better. FIGHTING~

Current Location: Parents' room
Current Mood: bitchybitchy
Current Music: 2NE1 - Fire
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07 January 2010 @ 05:45 pm

Can I say 2PM obsessed? No, more like, Jaebum obsessed. I've kind of trailed off my Big Bang crazed and am currently on a 2PM one. Suprisingly enough, I didn't think this craze would last THIS long. Go figure. That's how I felt about Big Bang, but nope.
I don't understand what took over me to finally be in love with 2PM. I was definitely depressed when Jaebum left, but somehow, the news made me feel even more interested in 2PM. However, I was always a fan of them, just not THIS much. *spreads arms wide open* I have completely fallen in love with all of their songs. From 10 Points out of 10 to Only you to Again&Again, to Heartbeat! I can never stop listening to their songs.

I was actually considering of purchasing their music, just like how I am doing with Big Bang. But once a devoted Big Bang fan, always a devoted fan, right? I am cutting off my Big Bang craze and moving towards 2PM. It's a tough choice. I swore to my heart that I would only buy Big Bang albums. Now I'm not too sure, haha. Oh 2PM, look what you have done to me. I have completely fallen for you dorks. ☆
Current Location: Parent's bedroom
Current Mood: confusedconfused
Current Music: 2PM - Tired of Waiting
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17 December 2009 @ 09:13 pm
Well, it's been a while since I last visited my LiveJournal. Forgive me, dear journal for neglecting you! T-T I can't make promises, but I will try to stay active here. Winter Break is almost here and I am gonna be free! Sort of.

School has definitely been keeping me busy as heck. With my AP class, basketball, and other classes, school has been keeping me up on my feet. However, it's been taking me away from my fuuuun D: I'm not exactly doing well in school actually. -0- With AP Bio, I have a D-U-S ._. JDFLSJDFLSJDFL AHHHH! I don't know what to do! I'm struggling terribly in that class! I really regret taking that class, but I didn't want to take AP World, which is my other option. I have like, four missing assignments, which are big points. -0- Ughhh, I don't know what to do. If I were to turn in these assignments, it would be real late, and I mean really late. I argue a lot with myself.... Should I turn in the assignments or not. I have nothing to lose, however, I don't want to be rejected.... But I want my teacher to understand me and let me turn it in. I don't want to pull a fake reason, but I probably will. I seriously hate making up lies to cover up my mistakes, but I just don't want to talk about my problems to people. GAAAAAH!

This has really, my only stress. I want to die x-x;
Current Mood: distresseddistressed
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19 August 2009 @ 11:37 am
the music video for G-dragon's Heartbreaker is out!

I thought G-dragon's new image wouldn't be as successful, but after seeing this music video, it finally won me over! But my question is, why does out GDbby needs to write a song about having a heartbreaker? He has me for heavens, sake! ;P Though I love that whole, heartless look. That might explain the blonde hair, looking so lifeless. But he still looks unrecognizable to some people .__.
I literally squealed whenever he gave out his little smirks and garls. They made me melt! Throughout the music video, I think G-dragon did a nice job playing the part as the distressed one. He looks so cyber-ish too!
I think in the music video, everyone noticed the infamous apple. The apple seemed to looke like G-dragon's heart. When you see the girls eating the seeds of the apple, it looked like, the girl who broke G-dragon's heart went to the core of his heart (apple) and stabbed him right then and there or sucking the life out of his heart.
Another thought could be "sagwa", which means apple or apologize in korean. So, G-dragon wants an apology?
But in Christianity, the apple symbolizes as the "devil fruit", due to the Adam and Eve myth. The apple is the fruit of love and desire, and because of that fruit, we lose our right to stay in Heaven.

I have a feeling G-dragon used this for artistic reasons. He definitely brought something new the table with his concept! But music wise, don't really think so. Techno or digitalizing music has been a big trend for Korean artists. It brings out the repetitiveness and catchiness to the song, nontheless, thus, making it become huge hit tracks.
I must admit though, I give major props for orignality in style! That boy can work anything.

Bravo, G-dragon.
Current Location: Parent's bedroom
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
Current Music: Heartbreaker - G-dragon
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14 August 2009 @ 10:47 pm

that's all I can say, sexy.

From this ...

To this ...

I'm not saying that I hate it. I just think G-dragon has changed so drastically over the past 3 years. He was this adorable hip-hopper to some Death Note / Twilight wannabe. This concept of his is leaving me with a thousand questions. I want to figure what he's trying to convey. Is he trying to overcome his kute image? Is he just trying something new because he wants to? I don't know. But G-dragon, you are one unbelievable, unpredictable man.
But y'know, I love him. Although he changes his looks quite often, my love for him is forever strong. I don't care if he dies his hair purple, I would still fall head over heels for him! But I must say, he is still a sexy man! He can pull off almost anything weird or normal, hehe. As long as I see his oh so fly swagger on stage, I'm aight with it. Naw mean?

2 previews were out recently. One on Big Bang TV & on his me2day.

Now this is what I want to see my baby doin'! He's full of swagger, he has to reppin' it like that on stage!</lj-embed>

I actually like to beat & feeling to What's Up. I also love the collaboration between Teddy & CL. Teddy is an amazing producer for YG and CL of 2NE1 is a fly rapper. She be representin' the female rappers out there. I love this track.

"From today onwards the reporters pick up their pens. Do you see the most searched items? A lot of netizens start to get tired fingers. The situation is beyond uncontrollable. Our country is a hot potato. Blink and it cools down. Enjoy yourselves, it could be fun. Yeah use me to get your kicks. Say like Superman, Batman, Gossip man, Hey man. What's todays gossip. Can't ever get any peace." -- Kwon Ji Yong

I'm not exactly feeling this track yet. But it's a nice one and I love the message G-dragon is conveying. He's saying something that celebrities can never really say. He's expressing how Korea is all about fishing for news that it begins to become insane. I guess this song is showing a more personal side of G-dragon. Where he's been through it before. As in, how the media uses him to their advantage making him the gossip.
Current Mood: shockedshocked
Current Music: G-dragon - What's Up
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11 August 2009 @ 08:14 pm
JDFLKJASDSDF. oh my freakin' gawwwd.
I literally screamed just now, after hearing G-dragon's new solo preview out! Each song revealed gets better and better everytime! I hope this album meets up to my expectations; AMAZING. Oh, and album cover & tracklist is revealed too! Just one more week till G-dragon's solo album debut!

Track list

1. 소년이여 ( A Boy)
2. Heartbreaker [Possible title song]
3. Breathe
4. Butterfly (feat. Jin Jung)
5. Hello (feat. Sandara)
6. Gossip man (feat. Kim Gun Mo)
7. Korean Dream (feat. TaeYang)
8. What’s up (feat. Teddy , CL)
9. She’s Gone (feat. KUSH)
10. Hollow
11. 1년 정거장 (Station 1 year)

I'm believing to think that G-dragon is going back to those, "But I Love U" days. I just have that vibe whenever I hear his songs. I guess that's more his style, haha. But I'm curious about the tracklist. On BigBangTV, didn't it say that G-dragon was producing a song called The Leader with 1TYM's leader, Teddy & 2NE1's leader, CL? Err, they probably changed the title. But I thought it was good title =/

I need a time machine T_T